The weight of my past
is a crushing pressure
on my broken lungs
thats never getting better
with every breath in
I die a little more
and with every breath out
I hit the floor.
So am I just stupid
To say the least
or am I just tired of
struggling to breathe
It's why I act out
and let myself go
can't take anymore
it's the end of the road.
While the fear of my future
still seems to scare me
will i be ok?
or am I close to ending
The lies I take
In the form of a pill
start to convince me
that this life isn't real.
So if I mess around
and take happiness
to come down
and be crushed by sadness
do I scream for help
do I cry for more
do I just stop breathing
and hit the floor.
senseless,
mindless,
reckless behaviour,
hear me god, I need a saviour.
can’t control,
(how I'm feeling)
can’t believe,
(what i am seeing)
this is just meaningless.
senseless (senseless),
mindless (mindless),
reckless behaviour,
hear me god, I need a saviour.
this is just meaningless
senseless,
mindless,
reckless behaviour,
hear me god, I need a saviour.
they say youth is wasted,
on decisions,
never contemplated,
taking lies just to feel ok.
senseless,
(will i be ok?)
mindless,
reckless behaviour,
hear me god, I need a saviour.
(or am i just struggling to breathe?)
can’t control
how I'm feeling
can’t believe
what i am seeing
(this is meaning less)
(this is meaning less)
this is just meaningless
credits
from Losing My Colour,
released January 19, 2015
Produced by Will Cooper
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